DR.Emo Personal Dairy

Forgotten.Than.I.Have.A.Damn.Blog

2009-09-18T04:45:00.000-07:00

Date:180909
Time:7.50pm
Weather:Cold
Mood: Tired

Dear dairy,

It been like wow !!!! 3 month haven touch my blog at all , I was pretty busy the last 2 month and i didn't really have time for blogging . Let turn back tolast 2 month ago . i was busy with NDP'09 and yay!!!! It finally over!!!! The month working for NDP is really tired and lots of my weekend was burn off , but after the actual day of NDP , seeing everyone went home with a sweet smile on their face make me feel so please and happy . Well it my first time doing NDP but yea . haha .For the past 2 monthshit and happy stuff happens let not talk about the bad stuff . let talk about happy stuff .haha . ok the most happy things that happen was that i finally found a girl i can really love and care about !!! Her name is Dee , she's a malay mix chinese and hell yea she's cute and pretty to me !!! I can never fall for any other girl but her . really i swear to god . she's my everything now and although we don't really meet out much but my love for her is still so strong . i really enjoy the night i'm with her under my block seeing moon and stars , we make quit alot of jokes but i can sense and feel that she was really very very tired ,i was touch by what she do really , after a long day of work and she even sneak out from her house just to meet me . i'm very happy for what she do for me and i really love her alot . i promise myself thnat i'll cherish her , love her , care for her , and give her whatever i can . Let talk about what happen today , I CLEAN MY ROOM TODAY !!! thankgod i didn;t clean my room for like 3 month and yea .. i clean it today . haha . im totally tired now and i'm going to wait for my dear to come oline now . xD

What.A.Short.&.Easy.Day

2009-06-23T22:26:00.000-07:00

Date: 24 JUNE 09
Time:01.39pm
Weather: Dark Sky (About to rain )
Mood: Happy/ Tired

Dear Dairy,

Today is a better day for me and maybe a lil tired , cause i slept around 1am and woke up at 6.30am in the morning .... today early in the morning went to marina square for the NDP Parade rehersal and it kinda fun , the event end at 11.30am i thought i have to report back to camp but lucky thing is i fought for my freedom with my sir .. im so freaking happycause i get to go home early !!!! haha ... before going home i went to eat with my friends at the marina square food court , i ate a korean food n im very full now i just wanna fall asleep cause im tired n the weather here now is like very cooling xD im hitting my bed nw xD

The.Stress,Day.Of.Mine.In.Camp.Today

2009-06-23T03:33:00.000-07:00

Date: 23 JUNE 09
Time:06.36pm
Weather: Fair
Mood: Stress/Tired

Dear Dairy ,

Today is my first week of my working day, and im freaking tired when i wake up , i was like "Fuck... have to go back camp". i mean who dosen't want to sleep longer . i pack my feeling n left home to work n thught everything is gonna be fine but guess what ?! I notice that i have a ton of shit load for me to clear !!!!! i skip my breakfast and lunch today ... i was so stress fuck !!! how i fucking wish my NS life will be over soon !!!! after writing this blog i have to go bak to camp at around 11pm ... have to stay in ... shit man .. when will my father medical report will be out !!!!! my dad medical report is the only way for me to escape me from staying in and spend more time with my family !!! called the clinic and i wish the report will be out tmr ... really hope tmr will be better day for me as today is totally shit day for me ... haiz .... so stress and sad =(

The.Boring.Day.Of.Mine (220609)

2009-06-22T01:38:00.000-07:00

Date: 22 JUNE 09
Time:04.40pm
Weather: Cloudy
Mood: Bored

Dear Dairy ,

Dam today is monday and i'm freaking rotten at home today .. maybe i shouldn't get my off day today . I rather go back to camp and talk cock wit all my camp mate , i really don't know wat to do today ... just wish someone can call me out and chill but tat impossible .. im mean everyone is busy at work because it freaking monday .. what is life really? morning you wake up prepare to go to work till evening and after work head home and rest . is this an adult life? how i wish i can be like a young kid , don't have to worry abt money , work , future life . stay happy forever . Now i'm like 6 more month away till im dismiss from the SAF ... can wait for the day to come , all the lao chiao(ppl who enter army early than me) had already started their real life outside . as for me .. still working in the SAF. this is life . every guys in singapore to got to serve their 2 years to the nation .. can't complain xD . well now im totally doing nth at home , guess maybe i can just go to bed and rest xD . Hope tmr will be a better life. =)